It was my 2nd marriage proposal and I was so excited. I found a guy who loved me and my biracial son for who we were.
My mom was so excited! She immediately went out and bought me a wedding planner.
It was so pretty!
But, instead of immediately sitting down and writing everything in it, I hesitated.
- I needed calligraphy pens so I could write in it beautifully
- I needed to be sure I was writing down the exact right things
- I didn't want anyone else to write in it because their handwriting wasn't good enough
- It needed to be PERFECT!!
So, what happened? You guessed it....the planner remained BLANK!
What's worse is that it upset my mom tremendously because she felt like I didn't value what she had bought me as a token of her happiness, love and support.
Perfectionism at its finest!
Fast forward several years (and a 2nd failed marriage....I'm a slow learner...LOL), I decided to leave my corporate job to start a business.
I had always wanted to be my own boss but was always TOO SCARED to take that LEAP OF FAITH.
- I was scared I wouldn't know what to do or how to do it.
- I was scared I wouldn't have enough money to support my family.
- I was scared I would FAIL.....AGAIN.
Y'all feeling like a failure is no joke! It sucks!!!
So, I'm sure you can imagine the hesitation I took when deciding to GO ALL IN.
But I did it. I took the leap of faith and became an entrepreneur. Then, I did what many new entrepreneurs do....
I took course after course to help me figure out how to take my business from a crazy idea to a reality.
I started each course with high hopes and a positive attitude....ready to take on the world!
Then it happened....
- I GOT OVERWHELMED
- I GOT FRUSTRATED
- I GOT STUCK
- I GOT MAD
- I GOT SAD
- I QUIT!
With paid course after paid course I would hope and pray that this would be THE COURSE to help me get my business where I needed it and wanted it to be; but it didn't.
If any of this resonates with you and what you are going through right now....
I've got you!